me and my mom are talking a while ago. she said that getting married at a later age than 25 is madness! it's either u get married at 25 (or 26) and have kids or not to marry at all but have kids. haha. she's just soo cool! come to think of it. she's right. marrying at a later age and having kids at like above 30 will just expand the age gap. i think it's a good theory. owel..i juz thought to myself...what if im already 25 but i still havent achieved my goals? or i havent bought all the nice clothes i want? the shoes?? travelling each and every country?? what if im not yet rich the moment i become 25? isnt that a dilemma?

the future scares me to death! seryoso. so much to do in so little time. like right now, i wanna do a lot of things but im stuck in a trance where i have to focus on my review and take the board. they say one step at a time..but i can't wait! but what if i die at 23??? *sigh*

....im still feeling sad right now. im emotionally and physically drained. i dont know why. it's strange. i dont feel needed. or am i just good for nothing? do i have to leave?

enough of the drama. someone save from the fire..