i turnd off the tv owedi. too much tv is making me really dizzy. geez..im not studying. board exams are fast approaching! haaay. im no gud! sucks!

owel...babuy didnt visit me today. *sadness* he got injured from last night's basketball game. and the worst part? gumimik pa! i told him not to go out anymore but he insisted. and so he carried on! sometimes he's such stubborn kid! yan tuloy. the more u stop him, the more he wants to go. owel.. sheez. pro he's a cute boi..haha! my teddy! now...he's suffering the pain of having elephant legs! haha beh buti nga sau b! =p jk!

i dont know what i feel right now. basta ang gulo. the future is really scaring me to death. but as of the moment...i feel...somehow..im getting life back. remember the times when i used to blog about losing myself? owel..now, i got my zest for life back after what had happened. haay. im getting back...from becoming an introvert (cuz i feel so ugly and bad about myself) to slowly..becoming sociable and funloving again.

and ges what? i lost some weight. :) for quite sometime now, i hated buying clothes cuz i look so fat to fit on anything. i was shallow hal! and i despised going out. i even ditched that modelling thingy! lame. owel.

nothing beats the beach! itz d smokE! i wanna go to bora! to clear my mind.

...wHat iS UP with getting married?? owel. juz a random thought that came through my head. it's a big step. period. :)